100 Days of Happiness: Day 15

When I started out with this little 100 Days of Happiness blog it was a half-hearted attempt to focus my energies on something. It was going to be a way in which to focus on one thing each day in order to take my mind off what was really going on in my life.

It’s been a tough three weeks. I’m not saying this in a flippant manner either. It has been a tough three weeks for me, the other person involved and the people surrounding us. It’s been unpleasant, unresolved and I managed to reach a dark, dark place that I never knew existed, so much so that I had to be hospitalised with what could have turned into quite a serious incident. But it didn’t.

Over the weekend, while dealing with the after effects of a near heart attack, some further drama ensued of which I allowed myself to be drawn into. However. There comes a time when you have to draw a line and say ENOUGH.


And enough… is enough.
Shit happens. Shit happened.
Fuck it.
Whatever will be, will be.

I know it should be Donna Summer’s Enough Is Enough playing here given the above, but I do enjoy MacArthur Park much more!


About johnmcblain

Scottish Musician, Artist and Lecturer in Music & Sound Production.

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